Category Archives: faith

Life Is About What We Do Have

This weekend was a productive weekend.  I haven’t had many of those lately, but that is going to change.  I have been in a funk and I’ve known it;  I just didn’t know how to get out of it.  I … Continue reading

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It’s My Fault

This week I spent lunch with a friend and we talked about broken relationships, exhausting.  I know no relationship is beyond being fixed if two people work at it, it’s hard.  I had a situation this week that brought up … Continue reading

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The Death Penalty

Anyone who knows me in real life knows I am a little over zealous about the news.  I think I like to try to figure out what makes people tick.  I’ve often wondered where is the turning point, what makes … Continue reading

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“A half-truth is a whole lie”

I can’t figure out what I am feeling, that’s odd for me I’m usually pretty clear on how I feel about this or that.  Tonight someone lied to me, I know they don’t feel like they lied, but they did.  … Continue reading

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Pig In Training

Yeap I will be wearing this shirt as I “train” for my first 5K.  Nothing has ever seemed STRANGER to me that the thought that in a couple of months I will be running in a race…..have I lost my … Continue reading

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NaBloPoMo March’s Topic Strange(r)

I think the topic this month for NaBloPoMo is going to be fun and I need some fun.  Mr. Wonderful often tells me I need to relax and find the little kid in me…I guess in his kind way he’s … Continue reading

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Sweet Baby James-Infant Loss Sucks

Well it’s here, February 28, 2010.  I made it!  Five years, unbelievable.  Five years ago at this very moment I was calling the funeral home to come and pick his sweet little body up.  Amazing! I never knew heartache like … Continue reading

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I Question and I Know

I know what I know and I know February 25, 2005 my life forever changed.  My heart is not whole and won’t be.  We will never have a “complete” family picture, I will never have “all” my kids together for a … Continue reading

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Forgiveness, Faith and Family

I was reminded last night how little my family knows me.  I haven’t had contact with my younger brother in 10 years, but it doesn’t stop him from bad mouthing me.  I let it hurt my feelings for about five … Continue reading

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I Am Disgusted With So Called Christians

I recently was sent an email from a friend with a blog attached, the blog author is a friend of hers and is a surrogate right now.  The email from my friend said be prepared to cry so I put off reading the … Continue reading

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