36 Days

So my work life is measured in 30day increments.  Those 30days fly by, I have a feeling the next 36 days are going to crawl by.

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I am having a hard time sleeping and pretty typically for me I am shopping on Etsy.  The search tonight has been for newborn props.  Wait a minute….newborn props.  I am not sure what made this seem so”real” for me but I am an emotional mess and for the first time in the journey of becoming a Mimi I am terrified.

The First Born will be an amazing mom, that is a given.  Baby V will be loved and adored by many.  I will be an obnoxious overly proud Mimi I believe this has been accepted by all.  I just can’t believe she is almost here.  We have one stinking holiday to celebrate without her and then she will be here.  What?  Oh but wait, she might not be here for Easter but she has an Easter basket.

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Isn’t that basket adorable?  I think it was a comment The First Born made on Instagram tonight that made me stop and take a deep breath.

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Who would think that ladybugs could freak out a grown woman?  I guess just thinking about Baby V having “her thing” made it all seem real to me.  I have had a sweet little cry.

Her baby bed is in my garage, her daddy and grandpa painted her nursery.  My heart is so full I can’t hardly stand it.  36 days…..I better get busy learning my new camera.

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About Michelle

I started my blog as a way to connect with other paper crafters and of course it has gone a totally different direction. I've been able to share my experience as a mother, my hurt and disappointments over not having a relationship with my maternal unit, my walk with God and how knowing Him has changed me and continues to help me grow into the person I strive to be......
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