Monthly Archives: February 2010

Sweet Baby James-Infant Loss Sucks

Well it’s here, February 28, 2010.  I made it!  Five years, unbelievable.  Five years ago at this very moment I was calling the funeral home to come and pick his sweet little body up.  Amazing! I never knew heartache like … Continue reading

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I Question and I Know

I know what I know and I know February 25, 2005 my life forever changed.  My heart is not whole and won’t be.  We will never have a “complete” family picture, I will never have “all” my kids together for a … Continue reading

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I Hate February, I Hate The Urn, I Hate The Purple Box, But I Love That Baby Boy

I’m just going to say it, I hate February.  I’ve hated it for five years, I’ve tackled it differently each year….the outcome is the same.  Another year that Baby James has been gone…did I mention I hate it?   I’ve … Continue reading

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Forgiveness, Faith and Family

I was reminded last night how little my family knows me.  I haven’t had contact with my younger brother in 10 years, but it doesn’t stop him from bad mouthing me.  I let it hurt my feelings for about five … Continue reading

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