Category Archives: infant loss

Blessed Day 1

I’ve decided that at least for the next thirty days I’m going to post something on my Facebook wall that I feel thankful/blessed to have.  No big surprise today I picked Mr. Wonderful.  I tell him all the time how … Continue reading

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2,190 Days

Dear Little Guy- Where do I start?  It’s been six years, yeap 2,190 days since I shared those 52 sweet minutes with you.  I still miss you so much it takes my breath away when I really let myself “go … Continue reading

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When Pigs Fly…..Flying Pig 5K

Anyone who knows me in real life would agree that me walking a 5K was about as likely as pigs flying……well those pigs better grow wings. Mr. Wonderful, my cousin and I ignored the rain and had a BLAST.  I … Continue reading

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NaBloPoMo March’s Topic Strange(r)

I think the topic this month for NaBloPoMo is going to be fun and I need some fun.  Mr. Wonderful often tells me I need to relax and find the little kid in me…I guess in his kind way he’s … Continue reading

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Sweet Baby James-Infant Loss Sucks

Well it’s here, February 28, 2010.  I made it!  Five years, unbelievable.  Five years ago at this very moment I was calling the funeral home to come and pick his sweet little body up.  Amazing! I never knew heartache like … Continue reading

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I Question and I Know

I know what I know and I know February 25, 2005 my life forever changed.  My heart is not whole and won’t be.  We will never have a “complete” family picture, I will never have “all” my kids together for a … Continue reading

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I Hate February, I Hate The Urn, I Hate The Purple Box, But I Love That Baby Boy

I’m just going to say it, I hate February.  I’ve hated it for five years, I’ve tackled it differently each year….the outcome is the same.  Another year that Baby James has been gone…did I mention I hate it?   I’ve … Continue reading

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Diaper (Cake) Duty

If anyone would have told me four years ago I’d be writing a post about being hooked on Diaper Cakes I would have strangled them.  I couldn’t walk down a baby aisle, I couldn’t hold a baby, I couldn’t walk … Continue reading

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I Can’t Resist

Well I’m a day late hopefully not anything short for my two favorite blog parties.  I sometimes pick one or the other, but today for many reasons I think I can do both.  You see I’m working on A Beautiful … Continue reading

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Reflecting….

I have to wonder if it’s school starting tomorrow, The First Born’s invite to lunch this week, a couple of blogs I stumbled across this week, spending time with some of my favorite people on Friday, not feeling great physically … Continue reading

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